Happiest of Holidaysss

I lovelovelove the holidays. Especially CHRISTmas<33 I love spending time with family and friends without having a care in the world… and that’s what I’ve been doing for the last week. It all started with the 22nd when we had our annual LeeLim Christmas party. Twas much fun!! We went caroling for the first time which I think was a crowd favorite;] haha!! We went around to see who was home and sang 3 songs:] I know, we’re pretty lame, but it was so fun and FUNNY!! I really love everyone in that family<33 I hope we can be friends/family foreverrrr!! Even though we’re not BLOOD related, we act and it FEELS like we are and that’s ALL that really matters:] Then on Christmas Eve we went to church and performed for the family competition..we liip synched to 5 christmas songs and danced too..Yeeeee we won the GRAND PRIZE:D Duhhhh.. haha jkjk but the Lim’s family never loses;] Christmas morning was just like all Christmas mornings I can ever remember, wake up, RUSHHHH to the Christmas tree and open presents:] As I get older, I find less and less presents under the tree with my name on it, but I honestly don’t care cause as long as I can have my family together every Christmas morning, that’s all I need<33 But I did get a Nikon from my parents the day before:D I’ve been taking pictures NON STOP cause I love himmmm, his name is Cameron.. get it? Camera.. CAMERon? Haha cute I know;] Then we had a family BBQ outside on our backyard and my son and my Babie even joined us…


CUTEESTTT BESTTTT puppies in the WORLDDDD!! I wouldn’t have them ANY other way!! Then we went to Riverside for FAMILY dinner with my mom’s side of the family.. I LOVE ALL MY COUSINS, so much!! It’s so heartwarming when everyone is there:] Aw, we should’ve taken a HUGE cousin picture-____- NEXT TIME we shall!! Cameron will for us:D But for now…





See that big kid up there? Yah, I remember when he was half my size, I used to baby him so much cause he was super cute. well he still is, but so grown up now..i mean he will always be 2 years younger than me but it’s not the same:[ OMG when Jonny goes through puberty and grows taller than me, imma be SUPER SADDD:[ gotta cherish his short stubby body and SQUEEKY voice now while I still have the chance!! Haha:] Afterwards we went to go watch Avatar, but its was SOLD OUT!! Ughhh… so we just went to Denny’s even AFTER eating a GINORMOUS meal:/ haha. The day after Christmas we went to “The Happiest Place on Earth”!! Disneylanddddd<33 We went with 2 other families from church, LYNNA is seriously JUST how I want my daughter to be WHEN I have one!! I LOVE HER TO DEATHHHHH!!:D She makes me so happy…but sad cause she makes me wanna have a baby of my own SOOOOOO badly… like NOW:/ Im so impatient, I DON’T NEED A HUSBAND, just hand me a baby, ANY baby to call my own and I will give her ALL the love I have in meeeeee, I SWEAR IT!!;] Haha, so cheesy.. but freal, look at this cutenesss and TELL me you don’t want one of your own…




The BEST thing about her is that she LOVESSSSS back<33 I miss her even though I saw her today at church:’[ And she’s starting to learn English cause she started going to preschool && oh GOSH she’s super adorable with her fobbish English speaking!! Haha… imma miss her Korean when one day all she speaks is English…gotta cherish that too!! But yah, that leads to today… we watched Sherlock Holmes, MAN OH MAN is that ONE good movieee!! I loveeeee Jude Law in it!! Ahhh so handsome in the WEIRDEST way? Haha.. and Robert Downey Jr. did one HELL of a job!! He IS Sherlock, portrays his character BETTER than I would’ve ever imagined him to be:D It was surprisingly really SUPER funny too!! Oh man and the crazy deductive reasoning in the movie… WHEW, so clever!! Kinda like National Treasure, but WAYYYY better, and National Treasure, to me, was Preetty darn good:] I loved the detectiveness of it all, haha super “cool”!! the effects were bomb too …I can’t wait for the next one!! Too bad Avatar was SOLD OUT AGAIN:’[ it’s ok, Sherlock was amazing too, but now my anticipation for Avatar has grown tremendously and I am getting more impatient by the MOMENT!! I WANNA WATCH IT AHHHHHH!! Moving onnnn, 2009 was good, no great!! but i KNOW 2010 can and WILL be better!!...till next year... Goodbye 2009, HELLO TWENTY TEN!!.. (oh gosh gotta think up of new years resolutions that i know i'll forget halfway by January-___-)

Hmmmmm, well I’m here sittin’ at the library at 2:30am with nothing to do but watch Celena study-___- So I guess imma write a random blog update:] There’s not a topic for this blog like I usually do:/ But as I write I always think of things to talk about. Let’s start with what’s been going on in life… MICKEY D’s SWEET TEA IS WASSUPPPPP:D I seriously drink WAYYYY too much of it, can someone say “diabetes”? I gotta stop, but WHY MUST IT BE SO DELICIOUS and CHEAP?!?!?! Ugh, piss me off!! Haha. Hmmm, winter break is gonna SUCK FOR ME cause I have to take 2 classes:[ So not like last year where I get to catch up with EVERYBODY && just chill around:[ SO SAD MAN. So I got a new iTouch Tyrone from my seeester and it’s my ADDICTION seriously I spend so much time downloading music, videos, MUSIC VIDEOS, apps… FREE apps, games, and UGH I LOVE HIM he keeps me company. OH!! Dude, so I’m at the library like I said && yah im so delirious these days when im here. I’ve been staying up till like 5 am then waking up at like 11am. INSOMNIA much? And dude Taylor Lautner on SNL crack me up!! I LOVED when he did his martial arts shindig<33 Yummay, I hate Taylor Swift-___- OH OH OH ahhhhh && how bout I LOVELOVELOVE Chris Brown RAH NOW… a LOT LOT. Like MORE than I have EVER before, EVERRRRRR<33 I fall asleep listening to his music, I drive Troy with his music, I wake up && shower with his music<33 Oh gawddddd, I also can’t STOP watching the videos I recorded from his concert I went to last month!! He’s so talented && amazing && SUPER HAWTTTT SEXY TALL BUFF MAN BEAST!! (I hope Mojo doesn’t read this:[ EEEEEEEK) Don’t worry, im not cheating or anything.. I’m just kindddddd OF taking a break for a LITTLE while cause its all about Chris Brown right now;] He makes my WORLD go round.. for REALZ, like I ABSOLUTELY LOVE && am OBSESSED with his new album “Graffiti”<33 That’s all I listen to these days, that and “I Get It In” by my old school Boyfriend OMARION<33 But my FAVORITES right now are “Sing Like Me”, “What I Do”, “Famous Girl”, “Movie”, “Crawl” (of course, its my ringtone!), “Lucky Me”.. ok so I have a lot of favorites, the album just FLOWS together, I don’t care if it didn’t sell what they expected or if he deleted his twitter cause he got pissed at WalMart… He deserves better, his music is MUSIC and I LAHHHHH EET!! I'm seriously like the only one i know who bought his album:'[ Oh well, everyone else's loss!! Seriously ughhhh when he dances, I can’t help smilinggggg!! SO GOOOOD.. But maynnne watch OUT for my boy OMARIONNNNN wid his albummmm on it’s WAY!! I am so extatic about dat!! BEST BELIEVE!! I’ve been waiting like 3 years for him to come up with his new “SWAG”. I LOVE THE WAY HE RAPS meeeeeekkkk ahhhhhh sighhhhhh<3333333333 i've missed him SOOO MUCH...He can rock anything with that shmexy shaved head, even though I miss his braids:[ he’s still a hot mother loafer<33 He really is the "King of Dance". Dang man my contacts are drying out from staring at this screen for so long -___- I guess I’ll go watch more Chris Brown on Youtube or something… or some Omarion cause I have jungle fever mad right now:/ and this library ain’t got no eye candy >:[

Merry Christmas from the LIM FAMILY!!

I'm A Gleeeeeeeeeek.

I guess put it in short, there HAD to be a reason for me to blog when finals is ONE WEEK away. Obviously, I have quite a love for this show. No, its deeper than that, this show is something special to me. I know EVERYONE loves it, and EVERYONE thinks they’re true gleeks or whatever.. that’s fine, actually I like that cause now people appreciate talented people who just have a pure love for music and performing. When I FIRST saw the pilot, I gotta admit, I was a bit upset. Not because it wasn’t good or anything, it’s just a show I have been WAITING for… and PRAYING for, and to know it was ACTUALLY gonna come true, it HAD to meet my needs and expectations. It took me a while to get used to it cause I was just out right JEALOUS that I wasn’t in the show, seriously… WHY DIDN’T I KNOW ABOUT THIS? What got me MORE upset was that if I DID audition for it, I wouldn’t get a part cause I cant sing OR dance-____- But a girl can DREAM right? But after 13 episodes of this DREAM COME TRUE show, I’ve learned that Glee is a PART of me now. I live and BREATHE it. Not only do I cry from joy seeing these talented actors do what they LOVE doing, but danggggg MARK SALLING!! Are you KIDDING me!! Ahhhhh, I absolutely ADORE him!! He makes me smile every time he’s on the screen. This was during the New Moon premiere when i got to meet him:D i freaked out of course, but hey, how can you NOT freak out when a guy THIS hot is THIS close to you;] Teehee!! too bad his publicist took it all blurry:[ o well at least i gotta talk to him:]
Moving onnnn, basically I wanted to write this blog ONE because I haven’t written one in SO LONG, TWO because I took a 5 hour energy booster THREE, because I can’t stop thinking of tonights finaleeeeee. OMGOMGOMG like seriously the end was just so moving, touching, so so CUTEEEEEEE!! When Shuster started tearing up!! And the end when they kiss!! Awwwww… FINALLY right?! And how bout when Fin finds out about Puck and Quinn!! OH EM JEE muhh nee. Drama... But anyways seriously hands DOWN my FAVORITE musical pieces in the entire show was “Keep Holdin’ On”, “Lean On Me”, and “JUMP” … ALL 3 made me cry like a baby. All three TOUCHED me somewhere deep down in my heart. When I just LISTEN to these songs I get all emotional. PLEASE let me start a Glee club!! Gleeks are SO SUPER COOL, totally opposite of how the show portrays them. KURT!! Oh my Kurt I LOVE KURT!! He is super adorable and I LOVE his voice.. o man Defying Gravity. Enough SAID!! And Fin, how his voice doesn’t even MATCH his baby little boy smiley cute face.. I mean his voice makes me so happy itself. Puck, oh puck what can I say, you my boyfriend are perfect. That mohawk those lips and that guitar. oh baby;] And Mercedez, I can only DREAM about having a voice like hers. But Rachel’s voice just gives me goosebumps when I hear/see her sing, so much conviction and emotion!! I don’t wanna talk about the asian girl cause im just jealous. Whatever. I coulve been her, but too bad im not asian;] ANYWAYS, I got carried away with this Glee post and I knew I was… I just needed to get it out in writing how much I love this show cause its going on break for 4 months and I don’t know… I just can NOT wait that long, that’s PURE torture. OH BUT ONE last thing, I LOVEEEEE SUEEEEEE SILVESTER she ees the BAYST!! She MAKES the show!! Haha even though she doesn’t sing or dance and HATES Glee and everything about Glee… she just CRACKS ME UP every time!! When she fights and yells and thinks she's the best and victory is always hers and that she's the BOSS of everything and everyone..HAHA reminds me of Spaz;] !! HAHA:D But that one time when she went to see her older sister at the hospital, that touched my heart:’] I just love Glee. Mo and Glee were MEANT for each other... “&& that’s how Sue, ‘C’s it!!”

First Week of School. IMMA SOPHOMORE:]

Yes. The world of college. It is a world in itself actually. Basically this past week was the first week back to school from what seemed like the FASTEST Summer I’ve yet to encounter. Seriously, I mean this summer FLEW by. && I loved every single moment of it<33 There was just so many fun festivities I partook in… I will NEVER forget this summer:] Except for the Chem summer school part… BLAHHHH-___- haha. At least I passed:] So yah basically last year I had only 2 other roomies, but this year we added 1 more to each room, so that’s a total of SIX of us in a 3 bedroom apartment!! It’s me, Celena, Kyra, Taylor, Jessica, and Stephanie. But I share MY room with Celena, I’ve known her since 6th grade and we are very much alike. She’s crazy and I LOVE her so much:] We go way backkkk and have way too much together. I’m taking 3 classes, 12 units: Bio 111, Chem 111 (Gen Chem), and Math 119B (Calc 2). Basically both chem AND bio comes with labs-___- so “TECHNICALLY” it’s like I have Five classes, not just 3:/ But the good thing about these classes is that I know people in them so I’m not bored to death:] So Long Beach is fun, the city, the people, my roomies… I’m lovin it!! I love how someone is always at the apartment so im NEVER by myself… but I REALLY REALLY missed my son Pumba while I was away, KNOWING he was at home with my sister (his auntie) and not in Long Beach with me:’[ Then this morning when I came to see him he was SOOOO EXCITED.. he peed on me again-___- but it’s ok, I love him. If I could, I probably would have peed on him too… Wait, I take that back, that was a bit weird-____- Haha. But I ONLY had like 30 minutes to play with him till he had to go to the vet to get him neutered:[ MY POOR POOR SON!! I picked him back up around 5pm and he had the “CONE OF SHAME” around his neck and his eyes were so SWOLLEN from crying:’[ Now, he’s just sleeping in my arms while I’m typing this<33 SO PRECIOUS!! But SO SAD too cause he has stitches on his weenker and everything and ohhhhhh I feel SO SO badddd… ESPECIALLY cause im going on a family trip to Malibu tomorrow afternoon, so I can’t even be with him AGAIN:’[ Sighhhh, I think Imma take him to Long Beach with me this week… :]

Good and Bad. Warped and Cash.

There are 2 subjects I wanna blog about.
The first: This past weekend I went to the final 2 Warped Tours of this year. The first one was on August 22nd in Chula Vista (near San Diego) with Annie and Cash/Cathy. It was REALLY hot and sticky, but great time nonetheless:] We BARELY made it in time to finish Forever The Sickest Kids’ set, we only got to watch the last half which made me sad, but it’s ok I’ve seen them I think like 8 times before. Anyways, the highlights of the day was when I went to go meet the lead singer from FTSK, Jonathan Cook…and like always, he was SUPER NICE. I went to the meet and greet like JUST before he was gonna leave so I was kinda nervous I wouldn’t be able to say hi to him, but then RIGHT before he was gonna leave he pointed at me && told me to COME OVER!! && he signed my arm and I took a pic w/him and told him I loved him.. and ahhhhh he said “i<33you too” and that just drove me carazy<33!! Haha, and when I went to Versa’s signing again they remembered me from the past warped shows in JUNE!! It’s been like 2 months && they remembered me… Sierra had this cute toy megaphone && when I came up to them she used it on me haha “DO I KNOW YOU?!” && I was all “I don’t know DO YOU?!” and she said, “Yupp, I think I doooo.” Awww<33 But it TOTALLY made my day when I looked over at Blake && he gave me the BIGGEST smile of life.. “Hey, I remember you!! Thanks for coming out again.” <33 I LOVE HIM. I LOVE them all!! Then we went to go watch All Time Low’s set.. ZACKKKKK<33 Oh gosh, him and his sexay bod!! Can’t ever get enough of that;] Then VersaEmerge played last and this time they played the BEST EVER!! SOOOOO many crowd surfers I COULDN’T even count them all.. && i was SOOOO into it that my head started hurting afterwards cause i head banged too hard i guess. MUAHA... and Blake even came over after their set and HANDED me his guitar pick;] I LOVE HIM I LOVE HIM<33 After, we were all POOPED so we went to go eat at one of the BEST Mexican food places EVER!! SO GOOD. We PIGGED out like no other. Fun times Fun times:]

Then Sunday (the VERY next day) was Warped tour in LA. Basically I just wanna talk about VersaEmerge…(haha, when do I NOT want to talk about them). So after their set I went to the side to tell Blake what a GREAT show they just played and ahhhh we conversated.. he was all tired and sweating but still a HUGE grin on his face:] So I felt bad cause he was putting things away so I was about to leave, then he holds his arms out and gives me the biggest hug of life but I was sweaty too so I said, “Oh sorry im all sweaty” && he was all “Haha totally cool, so am I. You’re gonna go to our tent for the signing right” && I said “Yah:]” so I left with butterflies in my tummy. When I went to their tent, their meet and greet line was the longest I’ve ever seen it, so that made it easy for me to give away all my VersaEmerge stickers out… but wow, I just KNOW VersaEmerge is gonna hit it BIG TIME.. they deserve it, they’re SO TALENTED and oh gosh I LOVE THEM SO MUCH. The next few minutes went by like this… Anthony high fived me and said I was cool? Haha… Jerry complimented my tattoo and said Relient K was “SO PUNK ROCK” haha some more... and then BLAKE, OH BLAKE…asked if I got tickets to the Love Drunk Tour (their fall tour with Boys Like Girls and Cobra Starship) and I said OF COURSE and he was all “Ok good, cause I’d be SURPRISED if you didn’t!!” Then for the group picture I came and Blake said, “Oh look, it’s our stalker!” and I yelled at him-___- “HEY!! WHAT??” Then with the CUTEST smirk he said, “But that’s why we LOVE you… duhhhh!” Then we took our picture and then some RANDOM WEIRD lady runs right in front of us and poses for the picture.. haha so Jerry points to her and says, “TAKE THE PICTURE TAKE THE PICTURE..!!” and Blake was all, “What’s going on? Who IS this person?!” Haha…. That was funny. “SEE YOU SOOOOON”… I know next time I see them, they’ll remember me<33 Basically, the aftermath of the day, I got SOOOO burnt:/ but it was ALL worth it in the end!!:] I'm gonna miss Warped Tour: A Rocket To The Moon, Meg and Dia, The Maine, All Time Low, 3Oh!3, Forever The Sickest Kids, and OF COURSE VersaEmerge<33 I hope next year is even as HALF as good as this year's.. it'll make my summer:] Oh, P.S… this night I dreamt that I went to Taco Bell and Blake (VersaEmerge) was there and offered if I wanted a taco, and I said YES and so I turn and Sierra (lead singer) was in the Taco Bell costume and was making my taco!! Hahahha… wow. That was weirdddd but entertaining i guess:]

Second thing I wanted to blog about: So let’s say my 4th FAVORITE band ever, The Cab lost my favorite member. His name is Cash Colligan. He was my FAVORITE bassist of all time. The way he plays was just SO SEXY and oh my I loved him. The day I GOT BACK from Canada, they announced that he was gonna leave the band to follow a “different” dream. I’m not mad at him. I’m just… sad for myself. I thought I would eventually get over it, but till THIS day, it’s been a WEEK, and I don’t EVER think I’ll get over it. Every time I see a bass, I think of Cash. The Cab just WON’T be the same without him FOR SURE.. I still love The Cab, but it’s not the same band I FELL IN LOVE WITH. No more Ian, and NOW, no more Cash…my FAVORITE:’[ it sucks cause I STILL want to listen to the Cab’s music and go to their shows… I just don’t know if I can handle it. I don’t know if I can look on stage and see SOMEONE ELSE besides Cash playing the Bass. I don’t know if I can listen to their music without thinking about Cash. I know I don’t KNOW him, but … it’s a weird emotional thing I have with him I guess. I’m really weird like that. I’m sad again:/ Thanks for listening to me blog about things I don’t know who would care about. Ha. School next week-___- Great.

Oh Canadaaa

Every Summer, my family takes a trip somewhere..anywhere. Whether it’s to have a good time, spend family time, vacate, or just have some plain fun… we find time every Summer to get away. This year, we chose to get away to CANADA!!:] Now, the plan was to go to Cancun, but since that didn’t work out, maybe we can save that trip for NEXT Summer:] Now the Ha family, let’s just say this is a family I KNOW FOR A FACT we will know till the day I die. The Ha’s include my bestest pal Catie (aka Gale-for reasons that are too long to explain), her little 11 year old brudder Matthew, and her nice, fun, my second pair of mom and daddy, parents. Basically, we go on MANY trips with them cause they’re just TOO FUN:] So August 13th we had to wake up at 4:00AM to catch the 7AM plane trip to Vancouver. It was pretty easy cause the plane ride was only 3 hours, but the BAD part was that I caught a HORRIBLE cold the day of and so the whole plane ride my head was KILLING me… but I eventually got better within the next day!!:] I LOVE MY IMMUNE SYSTEM!! We got to Vancouver and toured a few landmarks, pretty interesting. But the beauty didn’t come until the next 4 days when we bussed it up to the Canadian ROCKIES!! Took us a full 2 days to get up there, but it was all worth it in the end cause LET ME TELL YOU, one of the MOST BEAUTIFUL places I have EVER seen!! I mean the enormous mountains over the crystal blue lakes… the icy snow caps atop the luscious scene of evergreen trees… the vigorous refreshing waterfalls pounding over the quietest of rivers…words can NOT describe the true beauty of the Rocky Mountains<33 One of these days, me and my sister thought it FIT to film the famous FOREST scene from Twilight!! HAHA. Took us like 13 takes, but we FINALLY got it... "You're a..." "Say it... OUT LOUD!" "A Vampire..." "Are you afraid" "No." HAHA. Perfect surroundings. Too bad we didn't see any of the cast members roaming about:/ The last day we went on a HUGE ferry to Victoria Island… not my lap top;] haha lame joke. Awkward Balloon-___- Anyways, at Victoria Island we visited the famous Butchart Gardens. I honestly didn’t think too much of it until I ACTUALLY got there and saw the illustrious garden poached over the horizon. Like an oil painting with just the most PERFECT strokes singing in the ways of the artist. Colors everywhere. It was pure splendor. Unfortunately, soon enough it was ALREADY time to go back back to Cali Cali… We took the night plane to Los Angeles on Tuesday August 18th … on the plane ride I watched “I Love You, Man”…Let me JUST say, I FREAKING loved it SOSOSOOO much!! I hate watching good movies on the plane… if it’s sad or too happy… I CRY and when I cry, I SOB-___- so usually, I get attention from either the person next to me, or sometimes, the stewardess-___- If the movie’s funny, like this one… I LAUGH, and when I laugh, LET ME TELL YOU.. I CRACK UP as if I’m GASPING for air-___- HAHA. So true though. I laughed so hard.. oh man it was just SO HILARIOUS!! I LOVELOVELOVEEEE Paul Rudd!! Oh, Mike Hannigan:] He is just so naturally funny:] “Slapping da bass/Pistol Pete” LOVED that movie. Back home finally…Great trip. Got to see nature at its finest AND spend time with my family and the Ha family<33 Hope to go on another fun filled trip with them SOON..!! It’s ALL good to go;]

5 things I missed the most. One: my lap top, VICTORIAA<33 Two: My bidet… I felt so DIRTY every time I used the restroom without it. Three: Panera Bread (since I eat it usually every OTHER day) Four: Trina my phone (no texting? WHAT?!) && Five: My puppies<33 Oh my, Pumba PEED on me this morning when I went to go pick him up from the animal hospital… the love of a mother and son;]

Them 3 Brothers<33

So it’s 3:03 AM and yet I am DETERMINED to write my Jonas Brothers blog for the very few of my friends who even like them. Basically, I wanna write this cause I KNOW my sister wants to read it;] Teehee!! Anyways, so everyone who knows me KNOWS I LOVELOVELOVE the Jonas Brothers. && if they don’t, then they don’t KNOW me… HA. Anyyyhoo, so this past Friday August 7th, 2009 me and my sister went to the Jonas Brothers World Tour show at the Staples Center. For people who don’t know, me and my sister (Pauline) call each other the MUSUBISISTAZ. It’s just this thang we came up with cause we’re lame and think we’re cool cause we have a name for ourselves-___- But yah we have a YouTube channel and everything. We’re planning on making a Twitter too for our random memories we make together:D We’re SOOO cool!! Ok so our tickets were Floor Section 7 Row 13 Seats 13 and 14 (basically at the end of the catwalk to the right). I got these tickets presale from JonasBrothers Fan Club like in APRIL!! So we’ve been waiting QUITE a while… The show was SOOO AMAZINGGG<33 No joke. I think even if you didn’t like the Jonas Brothers, you would STILL have had a great time!! There were SO MANY surprises… You’re probably thinking “Don’t you already know what’s gonna happen at the tour” since there’s SO MANY videos on fansites, youtube, oceanup and such… but we MusubiSistaz made this weird pack every tour that we would NOT watch ANY videos until AFTER our show cause we LOVE being surprised to the FULLEST!! It’s all worth it TRUST ME. For instance, when Kevin came out in that WHITE TRENCH COAT.. I DIED a little<33 and then the RAIN from the ceiling… DIED EVEN MORE!! && all those lasers and lights and trampoline and blues horn section and spinning center stage and lifted stage and and and OH MAN so cool. So fun. I was so amazed at just HOW COOL their stage was.. and just HOW EXPENSIVE it must’ve been!! But they can afford it cause they SELL OUT every show date they play!! NO DUH. Which reminds me… so the openers for Jonas. 1st: Honor Society.. this must’ve been my 4th or 5th time I’ve seen them. && at first I was like, Oh they’re just like ANY OTHER band and whatevz about them. But each time I see them I start to like them more:] Which is good cause they’re good friends with JB:] 2nd: WonderGirls… Ummm, well I don’t like KOREAN music, but since their ONE SONG they performed (Nobody) was in English, I was ok I guess. But me and Paul could NOT stop laughing!! Puahaha their accent and dancing is so funny? I don’t know how to describe it without being too mean:/ Sorry, it’s just NOT my styleeee. 3rd: Jordin Sparksssss!!<33 I ABSOLUTELY POSITIVELY love this girl SO MUCH!! She has everything. From the perfect voice (American Idol winner DUHHH), to the CUTEST hair, to the most fitting body I’ve ever seen, to the bubbliest personality!! If we met, no DOUBT we would hit it off && become BFFs;] Haha. I wish:/ Then… JONAS BROTHERSSSSS!! Even though this was my 9th time seeing them in concert performing, they have YET to stop AMAZING me beyond my MINDDDD!! They are just SO ENTERTAINING!! I don’t know what to say about the concert… lemme try. Songs the sung/singed?-___- haha. Paranoid, Hold On, That’s Just The Way We Roll (Musubisistaz Anthem), Play My Music, Poison Ivy, Fly With Me, Black Keys, A Little Bit Longer, Much Better, Year 3000, Tonight, Gotta Find You, Turn Right (MAJOR tear jerker for me), When You Look Me In The Eyes (Brings back SO many memories), Pizza Girl/Give Love A Try, Live To Party, Sweet Caroline (Cover), BB Good, World War 3, Battlefield w/Jordin Sparks of course, Love Bug, SOS, Burnin’ Up… !! I know, LONG… but TRUST ME, it felt SO SHORT!! Their set was almost TWO HOURS, but it felt like only LITERALLY like 45 minutes!! TIME FLIES WHEN YOU’RE HAVING A BLASTTTT!! Well this is getting long… so… SHOW HIGHLIGHTS: “Much Better” when Joe lip synch’s Nick’s part and DANCES the CUTEST dance everrrrr!! Seriously, he’s never done anything cuterrrr. Me and my sister were going BANANASSS oh man.. had to HOLD OURSELVES DOWN!! “Love Bug” when Kevin came out with the umbrella and trench coat && then the RAIN cameeee<33 BEAUTIFUL. “Year 3000” when Joe dances with the horn band. “Gotta Find You” when Kevin STARED at our poster that read lyrics (you’re the missing piece I need, the song inside of me) So worth ALL those hours making it. “Turn Right” when… well THE ENTIRE SONGGGG. I bawled-___- even after seeing them 16 times total…they STILL have a way of TUGGING on my heart strings. But I knew from the VERY start after listening to Turn Right on the album that if they performed it, I was gonna cry. But I didn’t know I was gonna BREAK DOWNNN (more than I have EVER broken down for ANY musical performance for SURE). People were STARING at me && I felt so dumb, but I couldn’t help it!! The more I held it in, the MORE tears ran down my face, so I eventually gave in and cried on my sister’s shoulder && I KNOW she was secretly laughing at me:/ My eyes BURNED from all the tears. I’m only sharing this cause “Turn Right” is SUCH a good and well written song<33 MOST DEF one of my favorites of all time. Then of course “When You Look Me In The Eyes”. This song brings me back. Back to 2007 when I could buy a JB ticket for THIRTY bucks and be within 10 feet from them!! Back when I started to obsess with what has now become one of my FAVORITE music groups of ALL TIME. Back when I didn’t know they were gonna be THIS famous. I’m so proud of them<33 Oh oops, getting side tracked!! Ok.. back to the highlights… ummm OH!! “SOS” Classic Kevin Jonas Dance<33 and “ Battlefield” when Jordin rejoins the stage with JB!! Aw Jordin and Joe are SUCH CUTE FRIENDS!! Like older sis younger bro type friends. Like Jordin BABIES Joe around && it’s just the DARN CUTEST thing alive. SO MANY HIGHLIGHTS. But basically, it was an AMAZING night with my sister<33 I LOVE HER. In my opinion, I think she’s lucky to have a 19 year old sister who still makes posters and shirts for JB:] Not your typical college kid;] But I LOVE IT!!

Moving on as if this blog wasn’t already LONG ENOUGH… Tonight I went to my 2nd World Tour show. This time, my brother came along so we were the MusubiSiblings for the night;] haha. Basically, same seats but on the OTHER side. HAHA jkjk this time we were SO MUCH CLOSERRRR!! Floor Section 3. Row 2. Seat 1-3 so we were RIGHT in the middle in front of the center stage.. :] Same show as Friday but this time we were CLOSER so it was MORE FUN.. FUNNNERRRR!! Haha. They each took turns coming RIGHT in front of us<33 Sighhhhh. This show we were on the opposite side from Friday so we got to experience a different way from Friday which I liked a LOT cause we got foamed from Joe and Kevi!! SO FUN. So refreshinggg. I took the CUTEST pic of Joe by the way… SMILING the BIGGEST smile I’ve EVER seen him smile;] LOVE HIM. && yes, I cried AGAIN for “Turn Right”. I’m not embarrassed though cause the people who read this far probably already KNOW that I’m a CRYBABY. I’m just VERY emotional. It’s sometimes depressing, but I cry HAPPY TEARS a LOT too so it evens out!!:] But there’s this one part in “Turn Right” towards the end when Joe sings “Turrrnnnn Righttttt” and oh man. That part ALWAYS gets me. EVEN when I listen to it in Troy… I LOVE JOE’S VOICE SO MUCH. PRECIOUS. BEAUTIFUL. So manly<33 But I love how in “Turn Right” he sings falsetto/high so it shows his dynamic talent of singing<33 I didn’t cry as much as Friday’s show though!! There’s a plus there!! Haha:] This time though when Joe did his “Much Better” dance, I cried happy tears.. SIMPLY cause he was SO CUTE/shmexy as HALE!! I want a boy like Joe. Haha. But then again, WHO WOULDN’T right;] …… I guess Camilla-___- HER LOSS!! What a loser. She is SOOOO gonna regret it!! But DEEP down inside I feel Joe dumped her ONLY cause I mean WHO IN THEIR RIGHT MIND WOULD DUMP JOE JONAS?!?!?! HATE HER. Continuing on… The show was so amazing and this time we could ACTUALLY see the “Love Bug” Rain part. Coolest thing I’ve ever seen at a show ever. Friday’s show, we were RIGHT in front of the rain, so we couldn’t see all the cool tricks the rain machine did. But since we were on the OTHER side this time, we saw it and LET ME TELL YOU, BEAUTY AT IT’S FINEST<33 The water from the ceiling came down and SPELLED, YES SPELLED… “Speechless”, “Love Bug”, “Jonas Brothers”, “Hopeless”, and the “JB” Logo and EVEN the Jonas Brothers silhouettes!! OUT OF WATERRRR!! Are you seriousssss…?!?! SO EFFING COOL!! Haha. Jonny was SO SHOCKED too!!:] *Ok, sooooo i thought i wrote about this part, but aparently i didn't... After Jordin Sparks came out again to sing "Battlefield", since Nick was playin the drums, he threw his drumsticks and he was RIGHT in front of where we were sitting. But the Drumsticks didn't get thrown into the crowd, instead it went behind the barracades so i ran over and tried reaching for it since no one else knew about it.. then this LAME GAY LAME security guard came and i thought "Oh YES he's gonna get it for me" (since i was the ONLY one trying to reach for it).. THEN this little boy comes over and the security guard nearly HALFWAY gives me the drumstick but then he sees the boy && snatched it back from my hands && yells, "No! it's for the KID!!" WHAT THE MOTHER HEFFERRRR?! Are you KIDDING me. Wow :[ i wanna cry just thining about it:'[ I COULD HAVE GOTTEN NICK JONAS'S FRIKKING DRUMSTICKKKK!! It was SO mine. I'm sure Nick would rather me, a fan, get his stick than some random little kid who's probably never gonna touch that drumstick ever again-___- Ugh. Besides that... we all had a GREAT time. Memories that will last forever.

That’s why I love these boys. They give me memories. They give me happiness. Although sometimes I’ve gotta say they made me so sad cause I love them so much and they have NO idea I exist… but the good times overcome the sad times FOR SURE. All those grueling moments before presale tickets go on sale… ALL WORTH it in the end cause those boys KNOW JUST HOW TO put on a PERFECT show<33 All in all, two great shows, two great nights, 3 brothers who each have their own way of making my heart MELT<33

Just to make this blog the LONGEST of 'em all… ;] The Jonas Brothers. The Jonas Brothers. I don’t like them cause they’re whats popular. I don’t like them for their looks (well at least not ONLY for their looks;] ). I don’t like them cause they’re Disney. I LOVE them cause they’re REAL. Real as it can get. I don’t like how people MAGICALLY just stop liking them. If you do, then you didn’t even TRULY love them to begin with. I don’t like how people make FUN of them cause they have purity rings. If you do, then your desires are worldy and in the end YOU will be the one with the regrets. I don’t like how people bash on their music. If you do, then you don’t know the meaning of LYRIC over melody. I don’t like how people say they dress weird. If you do, then go look in the mirror && notice how you dress JUST like everybody else around you.. it’s called CONFORMITY, try being DIFFERENT for once. I ESPECIALLY don’t like how people call Kevin the “ugly one” or the “gay one” or the “untalented one”. If you do, then you, for one thing, don’t THINK before you SPEAK. You don’t know how to show respect. You judge upon what you THINK you know, thinking INSIDE the box. Kevin Jonas is an AMAZING musician and even a BETTER person. If you think he’s engaged JUST for sex? Well one thing is FOR SURE..not only are you not a Kevin Jonas fan, you’re not even a Jonas Brothers fan. RULE NUMBER ONE. You can NOT call yourself a Jonas Brothers fan if you don’t have immense love for Kevin Jonas. Sure little kids don’t know any better than to say “I LOVE YOU NICK!!” I know that, but I hate how people comment “Ugh, Kevin is so ugly.” or “I don’t like Kevin, why is he even in the band?” Ticks me off. Kevin is the friendliest Jonas. He has a heart of gold<33 Jonas Brothers wouldn’t be Jonas BROTHERS without Kevin. He’s the backbone…. Sorry I got carried away with my Jonas Brothers blog:/ I just can’t thank them ENOUGH for everything they did and STILL DO.. for me!! For bringing me and my sister closer through music and fun. For presenting me with music that makes me feel YOUNG and ALIVE!! For allowing me to attend events/shows where I ALWAYS have a BOMB TIMEEE. For showing me that your FIRST love will always last forever (aiming towars NILEY;] ). For encouraging me to “NEVER SLOW DOWN”. For PROVING that with God, “Living The Dream” is possible. && most importantly, for making LASTING memories from today till the day I have my own grandkids && tell them about how much I LOVED THE JONAS BROTHERSSSSS!! :D Thank YOU. Don’t thank us. We didn’t do ANYTHING in comparison to what you boys have done for ALL OF US… all the THOUSANDS and THOUSANDS of us;]<33

Its 4:31am. I think I got carried away-___- ahhhhh I have to sleep… LeeLim Beach trip in like 8 hours!!:]

I wish LIFE was a musical...

I know I’ve said this countless times before… but I REALLY do wish life was a musical. And not just MY life, but life in general. I mean come on… everyone dances together and knows all the steps so no one feels excluded, everyone sings in harmony with one another so no one feels like they don’t belong, people wear the most colorful cute clothes that match so no one feels out of place, the guy always gets the girl or vice versa so no one is left alone, && my FAVORITE part… the ending is always happy and fun so no one is depressed or sad… Seriously though, sometimes I wish for this to come true SO BAD that I break out into song and dance for a good few seconds until I realize no one else is joining in-___- Trust me… it really ISN’T the same when you want to be in a musical with only yourself. Hahaaa. Anywayssss the reason why I’m contemplating on this subject is cause I went to “Footloose” today with my sister (Jennine was supposed to come but plans change all the time right?). So Troy took us to Riverside Community College to watch this musical which takes place in the 80s era of rock n’ rolllll:] Ok so WHO AM I KIDDING, even though I LOVE musicals with ALL my heart and would rather see a musical than any other genre of media/movies… the TRUE reason I went was cause the lead role was played by AJ.Rafael!! No, I don’t know him personally, but I really love him as an artist, he is SO inspirational frealzz. So when I found out he was gonna be in a musical, I just HAD TO HAD TO go!! DUHHHH… Love him!! He was soooooo good as Ren McCormack!! He played this rebellious, dancing, singing, rock and rolling divaaaaa!! Haha. He sang like an angel, danced like an angel, but MOST importantly, he LOOKED like an angel<33 it was NO reason why he got the lead role… He was so perfect for the part!! And who knew he could ACT as well!! Why is this boy so GIFTED!! For those of you who don’t know who I’m taking about… PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE give him a listen at YOUTUBE.COM/ilajil … you will NOT be disappointed. *Just a side thought, IMAGINE I auditioned and got a part in this musical?!?!?! That’d be SUCH a dream come true. Get to be in a musical ANDDDD get to work with AJ!! He really does inspire me. I remember the FIRST time I saw his blogtv (live video chat) I was so inspired… WOW he is so godly at the piano<33 Makes me wanna practice EVERY SINGLE DAY… which is what I basically did for a while after watching his chats… but life caught up with me. If I was as talented as him… which I am NO WHERE near… I WOULD no doubt be as dedicated as he is, but my life calls for something else I guess:/ But seriously, I’m so glad AJ uses his gift of music for the better && uses it to INSPIRE<33 It truly works. Dang, sometimes I wonder why I wasn’t gifted in dancing, singing, and acting so I could be in musicals. I would KILL to be in a Hairspray production of ANY kind. Tracy Turnblad’s role was basically MADE for me!! Makes me kinda sad. But at least I’m free to dream. At least I have the freedom for those One Hundred and Seventeen minutes, to PRETEND as if I’m a part of the movie, to dance and sing as LOUD as I want without anyone glaring at me as if I were some weirdo. Don’t make fun of me for watching Hairspray a kabajillion times so that I know every line, lyric, && dance move… Turn that sucker on && I’m sucked into my own little world…!! But it’s the only FOR SURE way to make me smile NO MATTER what:] Sighhhhhh… *SNAP back to reality!!... I just hope one day I can use my gift, whatever that might be, to inspire like AJ does… to use it for the better, to use it and be happy, to use it and finally feel that I have made my mark in this world…some way, somehow, any way, ANY how.

“&& you can try to stop my dancin’ feet but I just can not stand still<33”

I LOVE MUSICALSSSSSSS<33 (P.S. I can NOT wait till “Footloose” the MOVIE comes out with babe Chace Crawforddddd!! I’m gonna SQUEEEEEEL like a lil’ girllllll…!! There’s just sumthin’ ‘bout them rebellious, leather jacket- wearin’ boys that make the girls go carazayyyy;]!! )

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The What Happens In Vegas... Tour 3


The.Cab posted this on their Myspace as Part 3 of their Video updates:] && What a fun day this was... So this was at THE.CAB && EYE.ALASKA'S Best Buy Aoustic set at Lakewood. Ummmm, June 20th right before their show at Chain Reaction! Yah, && this TOTALLLY made me laugh at my own embarrassment! NOTE: After i screamed, i yelled "I LOVE YOU CASH!" at the top of my lungs (not in vid)..i guess that was too biased for the video... HAHA! I couldn't help it though, i needed to declare my love for that boy;] i wish he loved me back:/

Just Your Not-So Average Update

Because i woke up a WHOLE hour earlier than i was supposed to, and couldn't go back to sleep… I’ve decided to FINALLY update this thanggg. This passed week has FLOWN by, but it was probably one of the MOST tiring (if not the MOST tiring) weeks of my life so far. It all began with Tuesday June 23rd. After making tank tops for my Lee-Lim’s family trip to Disneyland (which we would embark on the very next morning), me and my family went to go watch Transformers 2: Revenge Of The Fallen. That movie is SO LONG, but i LOVE long movies. So my thoughts about that movie are as follows: Shia LaBeouf, he is such a MAGNIFICENT actor. Seriously, he has his own little SPICE to acting. He can be so funny when he wants and then again can make me cry at the same time. *side note: I cried when Optimus Prime died, but not as bad as when Shia/Sam did* Megan Fox, ok we all know she’s hot, but I kinda don’t really like her as much as I love her character in the movie. But she is the ONLY girl I would approve to MARRY Shia<33 That’s a HUGE boot to fill in right there… but she could do it;] I’ve said this before && I’m not afraid to say it again (since it’s SO TRUE)… Shia and Megan NEED to get MARRIED asap;] Like I think it’s SO funny how frustrated I get that they’re not:/ This is taking way too long, so let’s move on…

Anyways, so after the movie ended, it was like 3:10 am or something like that. That only left me and my sister like 3 and a half hours to sleep before we would leave the same morning to The Happiest Place On Earth for our friend KathLee’s 16th Birthday!! Even though I was SO TIRED, as soon as we got there, I was so happy that I almost forgot that I only had a few hours of sleep… We played games while waiting in line (the 5 of us), and people around us probably thought we were WAY too violent, slapping each other and all… but we’re used to it;] Well at least my sister is, since I beat her all the time;] But she secretly likes it… so don’t think I’m a bad sister:] && we played “Ninja” while in line for Splash, and we kept on accidentally missing each others hands, and ended up slapping each others boobs:/ HAHA. We ate Turkey legs and I got a pretty major sunburn -___- since I really thought I didn’t need Sunblock. We took the CUTEST pictures ever, cause we were matching and EVERYTHING. Yah so we always have fun when we’re together, no lie! That’s why I LOVE my Lee-Lim family like no other. It’s like we were MEANT to be a REAL blood family, but somehow one of our aunts or uncles screwed us over and married someone else! But then me and Joannelee KNEW of this family’s destiny and we had to fulfill our dying NEED to be a family, so we created the LEE-LIM FAMILYYYY<33 haha. Omy, I’m so dramatic -___- … We left the park around 11:30pm so I didn’t even get home till like 1am (I almost fell asleep in Troy WHILE driving… thank the LORD for AJ.Rafael’s singable tunes to keep me awake!)

Next day, I had a CHEM test!!! Which I quick studied for like 10 minutes before the test was about to start! Haha… Yes procrastination STILL happens in College, kids! So I thought I FAILED or at least D-ed the exam… but I found out yesterday.. I GOT a B- !!!! WHAT THE HOLY LANTA?!?! I gave myself a pat on the back for being a natural born Chemist:] … YAH RIGHT -___- I think I just got SUPA LUCKY or something… OKAYYYYY, apart from all this good news, i have to take a not-so-happy bird walk...

On this day, Thursday June 25th 2009. Pop Music Dance LEGEND Michael Jackson passed away:'[ I really didn't expect the news to hit me as hard as it did... At first, i didn't want to believe it (kinda like how i REFUSED to believe Jon and Kate were getting a Divorce:'[ )... But I started tearing up when I decided to listen to my FAVORITE Michael Jackson song, “Will You Be There.” The part that always touched me the MOST was the verse “A man should be faithful, and walk when not able, and fight till THE END, but I’m ONLY human!” … after hearing this part, I started becoming like SUPER depressed. This song is not my favorite simply because of the lyrics, tune, melody, or even the way Michael presents this song… it goes WAY beyond that. See, it brings back memories from when I was a wee tike, around 5 or 6 years old I think. I remember BEGGING my parents to buy me the Free Willy VHS tape (mainly cause there was a wooden Willy necklace included.) I remember after the end credits MJ’s video for “Will You Be There” came out along with the BEST, most TOUCHING scenes from Free Willy tied into the video. After watching that, I sang that song like it was my 2nd language! I know I was young, but I guess I just knew REAL music when I heard it;] Seriously, hearing that song brings me back. As i grew older, i began to understand this song for what it REALLY is and not just the tune that i fell in love with. I loved it even MORE! Especially after watching him perform this. (Seriously, if you haven't YouTube it RIGHT NOW, i guarantee you will not be disappointed. He performs/sings with so much CONVICTION && also, i love when he talks at the end of the song, so moving.)“Will You Be There” will always hold a place in my heart… and so will MJ. Rest in peace KING<33

Sorry for all the sad and emo-ness:/ Getting back on track, the next day was ALREADY Warped Tour Day #1 in Pomonaaaa!!! I went with my friend since like 1st grade, her name is Jessica but I like to call her Gayce (don’t ask how I came up with that… LONG story). But yah it was SOOO HOTTT! As in, we put on sunblock every hour and we both STILL got UBER burned… :/ so I added more red from Disneyland to my skin. I saw A Rocket To The Moon play their set: they are pretty fun to watch, very cute sing-a-longy music. Then I think VersaEmerge played. So VersaEmerge… I’m obsessed with their lead singer Sierra, not in the homo way
-___- haha. But like I idolize her. She is so cool. Not even “cool” can fully describe her. She’s only 19, I think she’s younger than me though, and her voice is HUGE! She sings like a boxing angel? Haha. Cause I would say she sings like an angel, but then I think of like a heavenly voice, her voice is very powerful and ughhhh I LOVE IT! I LOVE HERRRRR<33 This was my first time seeing them play, && I gotta say, even though I was probably the only one REALLY into them, I had so much fun!!! And my friend got the Bass player, Devin’s, pick for me!:] Yippeee! After their set, I walked to their tent && Sierra was THERE!! I was SO NERVOUS, but I FORCED myself to talk to her. && the RANDOMEST convo started up.. MANATEES! Since she lives in Florida, they have manymanymany Manatees swimming around their docks. So we shared out love for those seacows and the rest is history<33 Next we saw Meg && Dia<33 They’re so chill to watch. I like it. Just sing and sway to the music. Yupp! Then the boys from The.Maine played. Yumm, John Ohhh is a sexy biest! But I prefer the bassist Garrett (aka. Gare Bear)<33 I have this thing for bassist;] it’s just so attractive! They were fun as always, this was I think my 3rd time seeing them so I knew what to expect from them:] By the end of the day, we were so tired, burned, worn out, but had an excellent time! :D (I also saw a few other bands, but ehhh, I’ll just stick to these 4 for now…)

Then Saturday I hung out with some good ol' friends Annie and Cash (Cathy):] We always have fun together too. Ohh… so we went to Pinkberry and they have 2 new flavors, and I ADOREEEE the Coconut one!<33 YUMMAYYY! I think I might go today, cause talking about it makes my taste buds tingle!:]

Then Sunday was Warped Tour #2 in Ventura! I was originally supposed to go with Paulla and Hanna, but they couldn’t:/ So I guess our “Tradition” of going to Ventura together can’t really be a tradition anymore:[ Haha. So yah I went with Gayce again, which …who can complain? She’s the BOMB;] !!! Sorry to expose you like this Gayce, but it’s HILARIOUS I just gotta mention it… ok, so Ventura is pretty far, like an hour and a half far, so we were JUST about to exit the freeway to get onto the street where the fairgrounds were… but her favorite BAYSIDE was gonna play, and we MISSED them!!!! Well, I didn’t care, but Gayce OBVIOUSLY didn’t know how much she loved them… until out of NO WHERE… she started crying -___- I think my CRYYBABY-ness is rubbing off on her. She was laughing cause she didn’t know she would CRY just cause she missed Bayside! I mean she’s seen them PLENTY of times I’m SURE!.. but yah, I was CRACKING up cause that was pretty random:D I saw the same 4 bands again. The weather was WAYYY BETTER in Ventura, right by the beach! Windy winds and sunny sun! So I went to Versa's signing again, but this time NO ONE was there:/ SOSO saddd, but i guess for me it's GREAT cause i got to have them ALL to MYSELF:] Muahaha! This time though I got to talk to Blake, the guitarist, from VersaEmerge. Hurray for him remembering me from Pomona! I promised i'd come say HI;] He’s such a sweet guy. No lie No lie! He kept on bringing conversation to ME which I LOVE because usually, I’m the one who has to come up with things to talk about. && he helped me pick out a Versa shirt which they all signed:] && i asked if we can all take a group pikcha, so Blake gathered up tha gang andddd...WOOHOO! It came out pretty cute... we're like one big HAPPY family. I think they should just adopt me && i could play the tambourine or kazoo or something;] Hey, a girl can dream! Then Blake even offered for me to “CHILL” with them at their tent;] I REALLY wanted to, but The.Maine was playing soon, so I told him I was going to go see The.Maine play. He was so nice && said “Oh, their cool, well if you need a place to chill, just come back over, you’re more than welcome to chill with us.” Or something like that<33 SO NICE! SO CUTE! Teehee;] The only thing I have to say about The.Maine’s set… That was the 1st time in ANY show that I ACTUALLY FELL -___- That’s pretty much how crazy it got. Fricking little girls EVERYWHERE:/ I hate how I love bands that teenyboppers like! I CAN’T HELP IT THOUGH
-___- Wutevz, it was fun nonetheless:] John Ohhh stage dove right into my…. HEAD. OUCH! But still, I loved it! Haha. He only weighs like probably 14 pounds anyways… Yah so overall, successful day, successful week...!!!

Haha I love how I always THINK I’m only gonna write a little, and it ends up being like 5 blogs all into 1:/ I should update more often so it doesn’t get this HUGE! :] DANG, that took me FOREVER. What a blogger I am becoming:/

Conforming to Society.

Sooooo.. i'm not exactly sure how to start this. Or even IF i should really start this. I'm pretty sure i'll probably get two, maybe even THREE people reading my inserts every month or two IF i'm lucky..but i think i wanna start this blogspot for the sake of MYSELF, for me. So i can look back and read what went on in my life, the IMPORTANT stuff that happened in my life. No, i'm not gonna blog everyday or anything like that, just once in a while to summarize how life is and what's been going on with me:]

So the whole reason why i wanted to start this blog was actually for a specific reason...I call it "The So Far Best Day Of My Life." Wednesday May 27th 2009. It all started with me and my friend Emily Chen. We were off to Bakersfield to see Relient K's show. I had seen them the day before with my sister Pauline, but i just could NOT get enough of them, since they ARE my FAVORITE band (or ANY musicians for that matter). So i decided since i won't be able to see them for another who-knows-how-long, that i would drive an hour to pick up Emily from UCI, then drive about 3 hours to The Dome in Bakersfield. The MINUTE we get out of Troy (my car), we realize the HUMIDITY that Bakersfield has in store for us. From that point on, CONSTANT sweating.. literally, there was not a MOMENT i didn't have sweat on my forehead. The show was GRAND! Me and Emily got there fairly early so we were happy to see ourselves standing in the second row. But after SeaBird, Runner Runner, and Owl City performed, the girls in the front row left and me and Emily SQUEEZED ourselves right up in front of the stage:] No barracades, just the stage:] Of course, my boys did SPLENDIDLY<33 I'm SO GLAD they played High of 75, Mood Rings, and my PERSONAL favorite, a cover of the $5 Footlong Subway commercial!:] Made my LIFE! and when they played Deathbed, i swear, SO much MEANING in those lyrics. So much TRUTH. So much HEART<33 But the BEST part was AFTER the show!!! We went to the back where the bands' vans were. I had met the guys before at Warped Tour, but only for the signing in their tent, where time was limited since there was a line:[ And i did get to talk a little bit with Jon and Matt Hoopes the day before at their Pomona show... But this day was different. It was night so a lot of people already had left. This day was different because i got to actually hold a CONVERSATION with Matty<33 My hero. My motivator. My inspiration. My role model. My FAVORITE person on the face of this entire universe<33 So back in January i got my tattoo (which i will write a WHOLE separate blog JUST for that specifically). And i PROMISED myself that if i get to see Matty, i'd show him. So here's the moment of truth. The moment which made me love him even MORE than i already did (which i didn't think could POSSIBLY even happen). I wait until everyone takes pictures and gets autographs from him, since i wanted to ACTUALLY talk to him. Then i come up to him and ask for a picture first since i was SO SHY! Haha. What can i say the first time i met him i cried-___- But i was a big girl now! So i held in the tears to shed later and i asked him to sign my neon green poster that said "We Love Relient K!". He had remembered it from the night before since i was front row center at that show too. && he says, "Oh you were at the show yesterday too!" and then asks, "What's your name?" and i tell him "MO" then he starts saying MO over and over in his little cute singing voice and signs my poster which read, "Relient K Loves MO" :] OMG I LOVE HIM;] Anyyywayyysss, so i tell him that i want to show him something. And so i FINALLY show him my tattoo on my wrist with my FAVORITE song ever entitled "Up and Up" which, YES... he wrote. At first, i tell him to guess what song it was... sadly, he couldn't. Well he did, but i had to give him a hint. Hey, you can't blame him, he's written over a hundred songs and probably has SO MANY more in his head he just got confused! Haha. So i give him a hint, humming the first few notes until he realizes the tune. He said "NO WAY!" then told me that it was AMAZING and "SO COOL":] I asked for a hug<33 I swear when i hugged him, i didn't want to let go. I wish i could be in his arms forever. I held in my happy tears as best i could. Then he asks me if i liked the acoustic version of the song better or the rock version. I told him i liked the acoustic version better... He did too<33 We talked more about the song. He even told me that if he would have known how much i loved the song, he would have PLAYED IT FOR ME during the set! He apologized and said next time i come to see them, to myspace him before hand && they'll play it JUST for ME!<33 Oh what a SWEEEETheart! Next, i asked him to take a funny picture with me:] He asked me what i wanted for our funny picture... i couldn't think of ANYTHING, so he said that he would be a teapot and i had to be the sugar bowl! SO CUTE RIGHT?!<33 After that, me and Emily decided we wanted to take a jumping picture with him together... lemme just say.. that picture was EPIC FAIL -___- But it turned out cute either way cause we were all laughing :D Whew, ok one last thing.. so while we were about to leave i quickly looked through all my pictures to see how they came out, and i realized that the one i took with Matty came out blurry:[ so i speedy quick ran to him and asked him if i could take another one and he, being the NICEST person he is, of course takes one with me. and he made this CUTE face so i couldn't HELP but squeel out "OMG YOU'RE SO CUTE!!!!" and i was IMMEDIATELY embarrassed but he just shyed away all cute and said NAW:] Sighhhh<33 Then i told him i loved him so much and speedy quick said "Bye See you later!" & he said "Yah FOR SURE!";] Then i UNLEASHED my tears that i had been holding back that ENTIRE time. I can't believe that JUST happened! Did that JUST REALLY happen? Did my DREAM come true? WOW. I felt SO BLESSED<33

Matthew Arnold Thiessen.
You truly are single handedly my FAVORITE of favorites. You define everything i want out of life, love, happiness, truth, friendship, music, and most importantly my walk with God. Your music, lyrics, touch me like NO OTHER. You have changed my life Matthew && you don't even have a clue. I find myself relating to your music more and more every single day. No matter how many times i listen to your music, i still seem to find something new that touches the DEEP spaces in my HEART<33 Thank You. Thank You for being YOU and Thank you for helping me, find ME<33 I HEART YOU...like no other!<33

That was WAY longer than i expected it to be. But it deserves to be long, there's NO WAY i can shorten it. If anything, i could have made it LONGER! I can't wait to meet you ALL again. Matty, Matt, John, Jon, and Ethan:] I love you ALL<33 And to Emily, you were there! You witnessed my best day. Thank You for enduring the HEAT, the long ROAD trip;] and for thinking of taking a Jumping Picture! My partner in crime<33 HURRAY!

P.S. I'd be SUPRISED if ANYONE took the time
to read this LONG blog-___- Except me.
I'll probably read it every once in a while
if i'm ever down in the dumps.. :]