I wish LIFE was a musical...

I know I’ve said this countless times before… but I REALLY do wish life was a musical. And not just MY life, but life in general. I mean come on… everyone dances together and knows all the steps so no one feels excluded, everyone sings in harmony with one another so no one feels like they don’t belong, people wear the most colorful cute clothes that match so no one feels out of place, the guy always gets the girl or vice versa so no one is left alone, && my FAVORITE part… the ending is always happy and fun so no one is depressed or sad… Seriously though, sometimes I wish for this to come true SO BAD that I break out into song and dance for a good few seconds until I realize no one else is joining in-___- Trust me… it really ISN’T the same when you want to be in a musical with only yourself. Hahaaa. Anywayssss the reason why I’m contemplating on this subject is cause I went to “Footloose” today with my sister (Jennine was supposed to come but plans change all the time right?). So Troy took us to Riverside Community College to watch this musical which takes place in the 80s era of rock n’ rolllll:] Ok so WHO AM I KIDDING, even though I LOVE musicals with ALL my heart and would rather see a musical than any other genre of media/movies… the TRUE reason I went was cause the lead role was played by AJ.Rafael!! No, I don’t know him personally, but I really love him as an artist, he is SO inspirational frealzz. So when I found out he was gonna be in a musical, I just HAD TO HAD TO go!! DUHHHH… Love him!! He was soooooo good as Ren McCormack!! He played this rebellious, dancing, singing, rock and rolling divaaaaa!! Haha. He sang like an angel, danced like an angel, but MOST importantly, he LOOKED like an angel<33 it was NO reason why he got the lead role… He was so perfect for the part!! And who knew he could ACT as well!! Why is this boy so GIFTED!! For those of you who don’t know who I’m taking about… PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE give him a listen at YOUTUBE.COM/ilajil … you will NOT be disappointed. *Just a side thought, IMAGINE I auditioned and got a part in this musical?!?!?! That’d be SUCH a dream come true. Get to be in a musical ANDDDD get to work with AJ!! He really does inspire me. I remember the FIRST time I saw his blogtv (live video chat) I was so inspired… WOW he is so godly at the piano<33 Makes me wanna practice EVERY SINGLE DAY… which is what I basically did for a while after watching his chats… but life caught up with me. If I was as talented as him… which I am NO WHERE near… I WOULD no doubt be as dedicated as he is, but my life calls for something else I guess:/ But seriously, I’m so glad AJ uses his gift of music for the better && uses it to INSPIRE<33 It truly works. Dang, sometimes I wonder why I wasn’t gifted in dancing, singing, and acting so I could be in musicals. I would KILL to be in a Hairspray production of ANY kind. Tracy Turnblad’s role was basically MADE for me!! Makes me kinda sad. But at least I’m free to dream. At least I have the freedom for those One Hundred and Seventeen minutes, to PRETEND as if I’m a part of the movie, to dance and sing as LOUD as I want without anyone glaring at me as if I were some weirdo. Don’t make fun of me for watching Hairspray a kabajillion times so that I know every line, lyric, && dance move… Turn that sucker on && I’m sucked into my own little world…!! But it’s the only FOR SURE way to make me smile NO MATTER what:] Sighhhhhh… *SNAP back to reality!!... I just hope one day I can use my gift, whatever that might be, to inspire like AJ does… to use it for the better, to use it and be happy, to use it and finally feel that I have made my mark in this world…some way, somehow, any way, ANY how.

“&& you can try to stop my dancin’ feet but I just can not stand still<33”

I LOVE MUSICALSSSSSSS<33 (P.S. I can NOT wait till “Footloose” the MOVIE comes out with babe Chace Crawforddddd!! I’m gonna SQUEEEEEEL like a lil’ girllllll…!! There’s just sumthin’ ‘bout them rebellious, leather jacket- wearin’ boys that make the girls go carazayyyy;]!! )