So Lazy

Lately, i've been so lazy to blog...
Not that i don't have anything to write about, its actually the EXACT opposite, i have SO MUCH to write about that i just don't wanna do it:] Hehe, so i shall take the easy way route && TUMBLE my way out!! www.lovemocannon.TUMBLR.com

When i feel bloggerish, i'll come back;]

Reminiscence

Okay time to get on with the get down. Blogging is thee MOST fun when it’s in the AM when the house is quiet and my mind slips into its BLOGGING mode:] Well its already 4days into the new year and dang I haven’t really sat down to think about WHAT AN AMAZING year 2009 has been… SO MANY THINGS HAVE HAPPENED, but i’ll just list the MAJOR ones I can think of right now. Well, I got my first, yes FIRST tattoo (as in, I want more…don’t know when, but yah) which meant a LOT to me, like a LOT A LOT A WHOLE LOT<33 I was literally a NERVOUS WRECK, I mean I wanted it so bad and for so LONG, but I was SOOOO scared, like a litto baby:/ But it was worth it for what it means (it ended up not even being that bad at ALL) Seriously, it’s not just random music notes on my wrist, its not just ink needled into my body, its something that MEANS something…not JUST something… it means EVERYTHING to me, my past, present, AND FUTURE… my future on the Up and Up;] This song has changed me and has influenced me to be who I am today… having it visible on my skin is just an everyday reminder of who I am and keeps my head up when it’s down low. I can’t really explain in words what that song (and person who wrote that song) means to me<33 its just something very personal and something I keep dear to my heart.
Got my cartilage pierced.. no big deal though:/ but I still love them little thangs:]i guess rather than actually getting them pierced was my mother's reaction when seeing them.. "ARE YOU IN A GANGGGG?!?!?!" hahahahaha classic fob mom.
I turned 19-___- BOOHOO, what a BORING age…so plain, but I would be 19 FOREVER to keep me from turning 20:[ I DON’T WANNA BE 20, I wanna stay a TEEN forever, when march rolls in…im gonna say im twenTEEN so I can feel YOUNG!! Teehee..

i also got BAPTIZED in 2009!! It was a major part in my walk with Jesus… and the BEST thing about it was… it was at MY HOUSE in the swimming pool:D A little bit more exciting!!


I met my FAVORITE…MILEY CYRUS with one of my BEST of friends!! I love them bothhhh<33What a fun and UNFORGETTABLE experience that was!!

i… no wait, MY FAMILY moved into a brand new house in Whitter:] I LOVE MY HOUSE!! Well not MY house… but yah… you get the picture!! My parents worked up a LONG HARD TOUGH rocky road to get to where we are today and i thank them with ALL MY HEART!! Its so homeyyyy and I have the BEST freybors ever;] They are thee cutest aren't they?;] haha

GLEEEEEEEE started, met and overcame my expectations, is now my obsession, made me lable myself “Gleek” and proud of it, became my favorite show of all time… ok so ONE of them cause FRIENDS is seriously also my favorite show of all time;]

I got a NEW roommateeeee<33 Celenaaaaa!! I seriously do NOT know how I roomed by myself for my first year of college-___- Yeeee dawgggg don’t mess with us fsho!! LOVE HERRRRRR best frienddd!! We're like diamonds... FOREVAAA eva eva!!



Met some young ladies that have impacted my college life, and life in GENERAL!! I love them all!! School seems definitely more sensible now that I know them<33 Crazy how close I got with them.. feels like I had known them my entire life… CRAZIER how I even WANT to know them my entire life-___- haha JK!! On the real though… they’ve made the last few months of 2009 so MEMORABLE<33 inside jokes and all… can’t see my life without em now;]




Best day of my life happened… MAY 27th 2009 when I met my favoriteeeee person in my ENTIRE life (besides family OF COURSE;]) … Matthew Arnold Thiessen, lead singer of Relient K, my favorite band, the person who wrote the song that changed my life, the person who indeed DID change my life<33 He is single handedly the one person who can make me happy on demand without even being near me, through his MUSIC and HEART. Ahhhhhh it was SO HARD for me to ACTUALLY finally meet him cause I was so nervous, but it happened:D Those few minutes marked the greatest few minutes of my life THUS far<33 I was so happy I couldn’t really even breathe.. although I heard words coming out of my mouth… I didn’t really know what I was saying or if I was even speaking ENGLISH -___- ahaha anyways, yah I blogged about that too a while back:] What a great day that was.


2009… fun memories, good shows, great encounters (mmm yess Taylor Lautner), gained new friendships, kept old ones, hated school (the education part-___-), engraved laughter, rekindled some burnt out flames, read a book, tough tears, happy tears, started occasionally wearing eye make-up… yah about time eh, gained a few/many pounds, fought through tough temptations, sang some genius songs, laughed a little harder, cried a little longer, drove a little more, rip trina old phone and R2 droid was born, learned to appreciate a little more… Overall.. 2009 was great. Im hoping for the BEST in 2010. I always hope for better… but in order to hope you need courage… I mean, hoping is easy right? It’s like believing in what you wish for, but courage is something I think I can use a little more of. Im good at hoping, Disney has taught me well. Courage on the other hand, cant be taught by others,I think its something you need to teach yourself… so in 2010, my resolution shall be… to have courage, more courage. ENOUGH courage.

And with that (long blog again, what did you expect, I always get carried away:/) I will end with this, I can honestly say I am greatful for happiness, friends, and family… which is why out of the entire 365 days of 2009… the BEST thing that happened was all HAPPINESS, FRIEND, and FAMILY combined… dadadadaaaaa… MY SONNNNNNNN<33 Pumbacious Todd Cannon, from 9 weeks to 9 months, you have come a LONG way my son, I couldn’t and WOULDN’T ask for anyone better<33 I hope you know just HOW MUCH mama loves you… INFITITLY!! When mommy is away in Long Beach, I am deprivedddd, but be brave for mommy, aunty is nice enough to take care of you while mommy is away. You are SO LUCKY to have such a LOVING AUNTIE!!;] … anyways, its crazy how much you and I are alike, in so many ways, I guess that’s why you are MY SON, pumbacious todd CANNON;]<33 Grew up so fast… now you are a big loud obnoxious CUTE little beast you!! Mommy will love you no matter what!! Let’s make 2010 even greater together<33

Happiest of Holidaysss

I lovelovelove the holidays. Especially CHRISTmas<33 I love spending time with family and friends without having a care in the world… and that’s what I’ve been doing for the last week. It all started with the 22nd when we had our annual LeeLim Christmas party. Twas much fun!! We went caroling for the first time which I think was a crowd favorite;] haha!! We went around to see who was home and sang 3 songs:] I know, we’re pretty lame, but it was so fun and FUNNY!! I really love everyone in that family<33 I hope we can be friends/family foreverrrr!! Even though we’re not BLOOD related, we act and it FEELS like we are and that’s ALL that really matters:] Then on Christmas Eve we went to church and performed for the family competition..we liip synched to 5 christmas songs and danced too..Yeeeee we won the GRAND PRIZE:D Duhhhh.. haha jkjk but the Lim’s family never loses;] Christmas morning was just like all Christmas mornings I can ever remember, wake up, RUSHHHH to the Christmas tree and open presents:] As I get older, I find less and less presents under the tree with my name on it, but I honestly don’t care cause as long as I can have my family together every Christmas morning, that’s all I need<33 But I did get a Nikon from my parents the day before:D I’ve been taking pictures NON STOP cause I love himmmm, his name is Cameron.. get it? Camera.. CAMERon? Haha cute I know;] Then we had a family BBQ outside on our backyard and my son and my Babie even joined us…


CUTEESTTT BESTTTT puppies in the WORLDDDD!! I wouldn’t have them ANY other way!! Then we went to Riverside for FAMILY dinner with my mom’s side of the family.. I LOVE ALL MY COUSINS, so much!! It’s so heartwarming when everyone is there:] Aw, we should’ve taken a HUGE cousin picture-____- NEXT TIME we shall!! Cameron will for us:D But for now…





See that big kid up there? Yah, I remember when he was half my size, I used to baby him so much cause he was super cute. well he still is, but so grown up now..i mean he will always be 2 years younger than me but it’s not the same:[ OMG when Jonny goes through puberty and grows taller than me, imma be SUPER SADDD:[ gotta cherish his short stubby body and SQUEEKY voice now while I still have the chance!! Haha:] Afterwards we went to go watch Avatar, but its was SOLD OUT!! Ughhh… so we just went to Denny’s even AFTER eating a GINORMOUS meal:/ haha. The day after Christmas we went to “The Happiest Place on Earth”!! Disneylanddddd<33 We went with 2 other families from church, LYNNA is seriously JUST how I want my daughter to be WHEN I have one!! I LOVE HER TO DEATHHHHH!!:D She makes me so happy…but sad cause she makes me wanna have a baby of my own SOOOOOO badly… like NOW:/ Im so impatient, I DON’T NEED A HUSBAND, just hand me a baby, ANY baby to call my own and I will give her ALL the love I have in meeeeee, I SWEAR IT!!;] Haha, so cheesy.. but freal, look at this cutenesss and TELL me you don’t want one of your own…




The BEST thing about her is that she LOVESSSSS back<33 I miss her even though I saw her today at church:’[ And she’s starting to learn English cause she started going to preschool && oh GOSH she’s super adorable with her fobbish English speaking!! Haha… imma miss her Korean when one day all she speaks is English…gotta cherish that too!! But yah, that leads to today… we watched Sherlock Holmes, MAN OH MAN is that ONE good movieee!! I loveeeee Jude Law in it!! Ahhh so handsome in the WEIRDEST way? Haha.. and Robert Downey Jr. did one HELL of a job!! He IS Sherlock, portrays his character BETTER than I would’ve ever imagined him to be:D It was surprisingly really SUPER funny too!! Oh man and the crazy deductive reasoning in the movie… WHEW, so clever!! Kinda like National Treasure, but WAYYYY better, and National Treasure, to me, was Preetty darn good:] I loved the detectiveness of it all, haha super “cool”!! the effects were bomb too …I can’t wait for the next one!! Too bad Avatar was SOLD OUT AGAIN:’[ it’s ok, Sherlock was amazing too, but now my anticipation for Avatar has grown tremendously and I am getting more impatient by the MOMENT!! I WANNA WATCH IT AHHHHHH!! Moving onnnn, 2009 was good, no great!! but i KNOW 2010 can and WILL be better!!...till next year... Goodbye 2009, HELLO TWENTY TEN!!.. (oh gosh gotta think up of new years resolutions that i know i'll forget halfway by January-___-)

Hmmmmm, well I’m here sittin’ at the library at 2:30am with nothing to do but watch Celena study-___- So I guess imma write a random blog update:] There’s not a topic for this blog like I usually do:/ But as I write I always think of things to talk about. Let’s start with what’s been going on in life… MICKEY D’s SWEET TEA IS WASSUPPPPP:D I seriously drink WAYYYY too much of it, can someone say “diabetes”? I gotta stop, but WHY MUST IT BE SO DELICIOUS and CHEAP?!?!?! Ugh, piss me off!! Haha. Hmmm, winter break is gonna SUCK FOR ME cause I have to take 2 classes:[ So not like last year where I get to catch up with EVERYBODY && just chill around:[ SO SAD MAN. So I got a new iTouch Tyrone from my seeester and it’s my ADDICTION seriously I spend so much time downloading music, videos, MUSIC VIDEOS, apps… FREE apps, games, and UGH I LOVE HIM he keeps me company. OH!! Dude, so I’m at the library like I said && yah im so delirious these days when im here. I’ve been staying up till like 5 am then waking up at like 11am. INSOMNIA much? And dude Taylor Lautner on SNL crack me up!! I LOVED when he did his martial arts shindig<33 Yummay, I hate Taylor Swift-___- OH OH OH ahhhhh && how bout I LOVELOVELOVE Chris Brown RAH NOW… a LOT LOT. Like MORE than I have EVER before, EVERRRRRR<33 I fall asleep listening to his music, I drive Troy with his music, I wake up && shower with his music<33 Oh gawddddd, I also can’t STOP watching the videos I recorded from his concert I went to last month!! He’s so talented && amazing && SUPER HAWTTTT SEXY TALL BUFF MAN BEAST!! (I hope Mojo doesn’t read this:[ EEEEEEEK) Don’t worry, im not cheating or anything.. I’m just kindddddd OF taking a break for a LITTLE while cause its all about Chris Brown right now;] He makes my WORLD go round.. for REALZ, like I ABSOLUTELY LOVE && am OBSESSED with his new album “Graffiti”<33 That’s all I listen to these days, that and “I Get It In” by my old school Boyfriend OMARION<33 But my FAVORITES right now are “Sing Like Me”, “What I Do”, “Famous Girl”, “Movie”, “Crawl” (of course, its my ringtone!), “Lucky Me”.. ok so I have a lot of favorites, the album just FLOWS together, I don’t care if it didn’t sell what they expected or if he deleted his twitter cause he got pissed at WalMart… He deserves better, his music is MUSIC and I LAHHHHH EET!! I'm seriously like the only one i know who bought his album:'[ Oh well, everyone else's loss!! Seriously ughhhh when he dances, I can’t help smilinggggg!! SO GOOOOD.. But maynnne watch OUT for my boy OMARIONNNNN wid his albummmm on it’s WAY!! I am so extatic about dat!! BEST BELIEVE!! I’ve been waiting like 3 years for him to come up with his new “SWAG”. I LOVE THE WAY HE RAPS meeeeeekkkk ahhhhhh sighhhhhh<3333333333 i've missed him SOOO MUCH...He can rock anything with that shmexy shaved head, even though I miss his braids:[ he’s still a hot mother loafer<33 He really is the "King of Dance". Dang man my contacts are drying out from staring at this screen for so long -___- I guess I’ll go watch more Chris Brown on Youtube or something… or some Omarion cause I have jungle fever mad right now:/ and this library ain’t got no eye candy >:[

Merry Christmas from the LIM FAMILY!!

I'm A Gleeeeeeeeeek.

I guess put it in short, there HAD to be a reason for me to blog when finals is ONE WEEK away. Obviously, I have quite a love for this show. No, its deeper than that, this show is something special to me. I know EVERYONE loves it, and EVERYONE thinks they’re true gleeks or whatever.. that’s fine, actually I like that cause now people appreciate talented people who just have a pure love for music and performing. When I FIRST saw the pilot, I gotta admit, I was a bit upset. Not because it wasn’t good or anything, it’s just a show I have been WAITING for… and PRAYING for, and to know it was ACTUALLY gonna come true, it HAD to meet my needs and expectations. It took me a while to get used to it cause I was just out right JEALOUS that I wasn’t in the show, seriously… WHY DIDN’T I KNOW ABOUT THIS? What got me MORE upset was that if I DID audition for it, I wouldn’t get a part cause I cant sing OR dance-____- But a girl can DREAM right? But after 13 episodes of this DREAM COME TRUE show, I’ve learned that Glee is a PART of me now. I live and BREATHE it. Not only do I cry from joy seeing these talented actors do what they LOVE doing, but danggggg MARK SALLING!! Are you KIDDING me!! Ahhhhh, I absolutely ADORE him!! He makes me smile every time he’s on the screen. This was during the New Moon premiere when i got to meet him:D i freaked out of course, but hey, how can you NOT freak out when a guy THIS hot is THIS close to you;] Teehee!! too bad his publicist took it all blurry:[ o well at least i gotta talk to him:]
Moving onnnn, basically I wanted to write this blog ONE because I haven’t written one in SO LONG, TWO because I took a 5 hour energy booster THREE, because I can’t stop thinking of tonights finaleeeeee. OMGOMGOMG like seriously the end was just so moving, touching, so so CUTEEEEEEE!! When Shuster started tearing up!! And the end when they kiss!! Awwwww… FINALLY right?! And how bout when Fin finds out about Puck and Quinn!! OH EM JEE muhh nee. Drama... But anyways seriously hands DOWN my FAVORITE musical pieces in the entire show was “Keep Holdin’ On”, “Lean On Me”, and “JUMP” … ALL 3 made me cry like a baby. All three TOUCHED me somewhere deep down in my heart. When I just LISTEN to these songs I get all emotional. PLEASE let me start a Glee club!! Gleeks are SO SUPER COOL, totally opposite of how the show portrays them. KURT!! Oh my Kurt I LOVE KURT!! He is super adorable and I LOVE his voice.. o man Defying Gravity. Enough SAID!! And Fin, how his voice doesn’t even MATCH his baby little boy smiley cute face.. I mean his voice makes me so happy itself. Puck, oh puck what can I say, you my boyfriend are perfect. That mohawk those lips and that guitar. oh baby;] And Mercedez, I can only DREAM about having a voice like hers. But Rachel’s voice just gives me goosebumps when I hear/see her sing, so much conviction and emotion!! I don’t wanna talk about the asian girl cause im just jealous. Whatever. I coulve been her, but too bad im not asian;] ANYWAYS, I got carried away with this Glee post and I knew I was… I just needed to get it out in writing how much I love this show cause its going on break for 4 months and I don’t know… I just can NOT wait that long, that’s PURE torture. OH BUT ONE last thing, I LOVEEEEE SUEEEEEE SILVESTER she ees the BAYST!! She MAKES the show!! Haha even though she doesn’t sing or dance and HATES Glee and everything about Glee… she just CRACKS ME UP every time!! When she fights and yells and thinks she's the best and victory is always hers and that she's the BOSS of everything and everyone..HAHA reminds me of Spaz;] !! HAHA:D But that one time when she went to see her older sister at the hospital, that touched my heart:’] I just love Glee. Mo and Glee were MEANT for each other... “&& that’s how Sue, ‘C’s it!!”

First Week of School. IMMA SOPHOMORE:]

Yes. The world of college. It is a world in itself actually. Basically this past week was the first week back to school from what seemed like the FASTEST Summer I’ve yet to encounter. Seriously, I mean this summer FLEW by. && I loved every single moment of it<33 There was just so many fun festivities I partook in… I will NEVER forget this summer:] Except for the Chem summer school part… BLAHHHH-___- haha. At least I passed:] So yah basically last year I had only 2 other roomies, but this year we added 1 more to each room, so that’s a total of SIX of us in a 3 bedroom apartment!! It’s me, Celena, Kyra, Taylor, Jessica, and Stephanie. But I share MY room with Celena, I’ve known her since 6th grade and we are very much alike. She’s crazy and I LOVE her so much:] We go way backkkk and have way too much together. I’m taking 3 classes, 12 units: Bio 111, Chem 111 (Gen Chem), and Math 119B (Calc 2). Basically both chem AND bio comes with labs-___- so “TECHNICALLY” it’s like I have Five classes, not just 3:/ But the good thing about these classes is that I know people in them so I’m not bored to death:] So Long Beach is fun, the city, the people, my roomies… I’m lovin it!! I love how someone is always at the apartment so im NEVER by myself… but I REALLY REALLY missed my son Pumba while I was away, KNOWING he was at home with my sister (his auntie) and not in Long Beach with me:’[ Then this morning when I came to see him he was SOOOO EXCITED.. he peed on me again-___- but it’s ok, I love him. If I could, I probably would have peed on him too… Wait, I take that back, that was a bit weird-____- Haha. But I ONLY had like 30 minutes to play with him till he had to go to the vet to get him neutered:[ MY POOR POOR SON!! I picked him back up around 5pm and he had the “CONE OF SHAME” around his neck and his eyes were so SWOLLEN from crying:’[ Now, he’s just sleeping in my arms while I’m typing this<33 SO PRECIOUS!! But SO SAD too cause he has stitches on his weenker and everything and ohhhhhh I feel SO SO badddd… ESPECIALLY cause im going on a family trip to Malibu tomorrow afternoon, so I can’t even be with him AGAIN:’[ Sighhhh, I think Imma take him to Long Beach with me this week… :]