Reminiscence

Okay time to get on with the get down. Blogging is thee MOST fun when it’s in the AM when the house is quiet and my mind slips into its BLOGGING mode:] Well its already 4days into the new year and dang I haven’t really sat down to think about WHAT AN AMAZING year 2009 has been… SO MANY THINGS HAVE HAPPENED, but i’ll just list the MAJOR ones I can think of right now. Well, I got my first, yes FIRST tattoo (as in, I want more…don’t know when, but yah) which meant a LOT to me, like a LOT A LOT A WHOLE LOT<33 I was literally a NERVOUS WRECK, I mean I wanted it so bad and for so LONG, but I was SOOOO scared, like a litto baby:/ But it was worth it for what it means (it ended up not even being that bad at ALL) Seriously, it’s not just random music notes on my wrist, its not just ink needled into my body, its something that MEANS something…not JUST something… it means EVERYTHING to me, my past, present, AND FUTURE… my future on the Up and Up;] This song has changed me and has influenced me to be who I am today… having it visible on my skin is just an everyday reminder of who I am and keeps my head up when it’s down low. I can’t really explain in words what that song (and person who wrote that song) means to me<33 its just something very personal and something I keep dear to my heart.
Got my cartilage pierced.. no big deal though:/ but I still love them little thangs:]i guess rather than actually getting them pierced was my mother's reaction when seeing them.. "ARE YOU IN A GANGGGG?!?!?!" hahahahaha classic fob mom.
I turned 19-___- BOOHOO, what a BORING age…so plain, but I would be 19 FOREVER to keep me from turning 20:[ I DON’T WANNA BE 20, I wanna stay a TEEN forever, when march rolls in…im gonna say im twenTEEN so I can feel YOUNG!! Teehee..

i also got BAPTIZED in 2009!! It was a major part in my walk with Jesus… and the BEST thing about it was… it was at MY HOUSE in the swimming pool:D A little bit more exciting!!


I met my FAVORITE…MILEY CYRUS with one of my BEST of friends!! I love them bothhhh<33What a fun and UNFORGETTABLE experience that was!!

i… no wait, MY FAMILY moved into a brand new house in Whitter:] I LOVE MY HOUSE!! Well not MY house… but yah… you get the picture!! My parents worked up a LONG HARD TOUGH rocky road to get to where we are today and i thank them with ALL MY HEART!! Its so homeyyyy and I have the BEST freybors ever;] They are thee cutest aren't they?;] haha

GLEEEEEEEE started, met and overcame my expectations, is now my obsession, made me lable myself “Gleek” and proud of it, became my favorite show of all time… ok so ONE of them cause FRIENDS is seriously also my favorite show of all time;]

I got a NEW roommateeeee<33 Celenaaaaa!! I seriously do NOT know how I roomed by myself for my first year of college-___- Yeeee dawgggg don’t mess with us fsho!! LOVE HERRRRRR best frienddd!! We're like diamonds... FOREVAAA eva eva!!



Met some young ladies that have impacted my college life, and life in GENERAL!! I love them all!! School seems definitely more sensible now that I know them<33 Crazy how close I got with them.. feels like I had known them my entire life… CRAZIER how I even WANT to know them my entire life-___- haha JK!! On the real though… they’ve made the last few months of 2009 so MEMORABLE<33 inside jokes and all… can’t see my life without em now;]




Best day of my life happened… MAY 27th 2009 when I met my favoriteeeee person in my ENTIRE life (besides family OF COURSE;]) … Matthew Arnold Thiessen, lead singer of Relient K, my favorite band, the person who wrote the song that changed my life, the person who indeed DID change my life<33 He is single handedly the one person who can make me happy on demand without even being near me, through his MUSIC and HEART. Ahhhhhh it was SO HARD for me to ACTUALLY finally meet him cause I was so nervous, but it happened:D Those few minutes marked the greatest few minutes of my life THUS far<33 I was so happy I couldn’t really even breathe.. although I heard words coming out of my mouth… I didn’t really know what I was saying or if I was even speaking ENGLISH -___- ahaha anyways, yah I blogged about that too a while back:] What a great day that was.


2009… fun memories, good shows, great encounters (mmm yess Taylor Lautner), gained new friendships, kept old ones, hated school (the education part-___-), engraved laughter, rekindled some burnt out flames, read a book, tough tears, happy tears, started occasionally wearing eye make-up… yah about time eh, gained a few/many pounds, fought through tough temptations, sang some genius songs, laughed a little harder, cried a little longer, drove a little more, rip trina old phone and R2 droid was born, learned to appreciate a little more… Overall.. 2009 was great. Im hoping for the BEST in 2010. I always hope for better… but in order to hope you need courage… I mean, hoping is easy right? It’s like believing in what you wish for, but courage is something I think I can use a little more of. Im good at hoping, Disney has taught me well. Courage on the other hand, cant be taught by others,I think its something you need to teach yourself… so in 2010, my resolution shall be… to have courage, more courage. ENOUGH courage.

And with that (long blog again, what did you expect, I always get carried away:/) I will end with this, I can honestly say I am greatful for happiness, friends, and family… which is why out of the entire 365 days of 2009… the BEST thing that happened was all HAPPINESS, FRIEND, and FAMILY combined… dadadadaaaaa… MY SONNNNNNNN<33 Pumbacious Todd Cannon, from 9 weeks to 9 months, you have come a LONG way my son, I couldn’t and WOULDN’T ask for anyone better<33 I hope you know just HOW MUCH mama loves you… INFITITLY!! When mommy is away in Long Beach, I am deprivedddd, but be brave for mommy, aunty is nice enough to take care of you while mommy is away. You are SO LUCKY to have such a LOVING AUNTIE!!;] … anyways, its crazy how much you and I are alike, in so many ways, I guess that’s why you are MY SON, pumbacious todd CANNON;]<33 Grew up so fast… now you are a big loud obnoxious CUTE little beast you!! Mommy will love you no matter what!! Let’s make 2010 even greater together<33